♥ L-O-V-E
if music be the food of love,
then play on.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
♥ 4:15 AM
Ahh, so nice to finally get back on blogpot. I have actually been using the xanga blog for awhile and that was a big bust. Yeah, the words were clear and everything, but I just couldn't really get used to the way things work there. Everything's so complicated. Yes, I hate complicated shit. It makes my head hurt. Too much configuring and stuff (:

Nothing happened recently. Everything's been pretty much slow...Nothing's been bothering me much, except the fact that the N97 has officially been launched in lil ol' Brunei!!! WHOOTTT!!!!

I'm trynna persuade the daddy to get me one. Problem is, white or black? Many people are considering on getting the black one so I was thinking of getting the white. It looks a little bit more unique and somehow seems to gravitate towards the sleeker side. So far the price is a little under $1000. Expensive yes, resistable...HELL NO.

Hopefully I'll get my hands on that baby soon enough. Hopefully tomorrow *prays hard*.

Other than that....well something has actually tickled my nerves a little bit. I came across a certain...picture..yes. I will once again not state names here. But I shall state the situation and why it kinda disturbs me mentally here.

One day you're with this girl and the other day, u dump her...go on your, shall we say sexcapades? And somehow end up with her best friend. WOW. That just baffles me on how she's actually OK with it. I find that very very disturbing because I have never ever pictured these two to even end up together. And isn't it a rule to never actually date your best friend's ex? Unless they're ok with it ofcourse...but who in the world really is gonna be ok with that idea? Knowing that your so-called BFF is screwing your ex-man.

Damn yeah, I'd be over the guy, but hey...ever heard of the word PRIDE?

I've done alot of stupid things and yes, I have done this before to a very good friend. God did I regret it. Yeah, she was ok with it, but I knew better and yet I still went with it. Fuckin hell....~ Excuse my french.

I don't know, maybe it's just me. Yes, I have a lot of PRIDE. I won't deny that fact. It's one of my many flaws. Pathetic? Kinda. I don't know, but no matter what anybody says, all girls have pride. Without it we can't really survive in the world. Maybe in the past you could, but sure as hell not in this lifetime.

To me society nowadays are getting more and more alike snakepits. Most of you should know what I'm talking about. It's hectic and can get very very very frustrating most of the time.

Ahhh...blogging's getting so damn tiring now. I think I might end up making video blogs soon. Will try it soon :D get ready to see me making a fool outta myself HAHA. People are soo gonna love this, but til thennnn!!!!! I'll see you guys. ciao bello







"Never turn down a good drink,....nor a smoke :)", Jeshie

-and this she wrote.
&MORE
it shows
And so a cry for help is pointless,

she stood above her lies

above her sins

above her guilt

need not fear life

need not fear death

part my love

depart from here

for the beauty standing infront of you is deception
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♥JESHIE

Music's my passion.

I'm a balancing act. Got the good in me, but I got that bad ass side as well.

Nice, if you don't cross me. Hell, if you do piss me off (:

I hate drama, but it sticks to me like glue


I HATE it when people think they know me cos they probably wouldn't unless they're close
♥WISHLIST

♥2nd Annie with the BF

♥Get my own laptop

♥watch the sun set

♥Be satisfied with 2009

♥Get driver's license right after I turn 18

♥New fly ass car

♥Get through this issue. 030509

♥Own a Nokia N97

♥I'll let you know when other wishes come up