MY 2nd ANNIVERSARY!!!!! 4.09AM BLOGGED

LONGEST RELATIONSHIP. PERIOD!

Why the hell am I so goddamn happy??? Cos it's finally that day! The day I've always been waiting for, although doubted a few times, but I still am happy so who gives a shit?!

Baby actually snuck into my house just now around 12-ish midnight. He did it last night as well and it was the best ever. It was my first time sneaking a boy into my house at night, so yeah, as expected, the fear and adrenaline rush got to me. I went into a little 'seizure'. I was shivering so hard and felt really cold cos I was actually scared shitless. But after the first time, I was ok with it.

We spent time together til like 3am and he went home. He climbed up the hill behind my house and lemme tell you, I love him for this....HE GOT 3 CUTS AND STILL WANTED TO DO IT AGAIN!! He never stopped. He doesn't want to. He loves it despite the injuries. We spent time watching comedy clips on YouTube just now and it was all good. Before tonight happened, the morning was a bitch. I woke up quite sleepy cos baby came over the night before and I didn't get enough sleep.

I was a little cranky so I got mad at him for picking me up late during lunch and for getting upset just cos I got pissy. Then he explained everything to me and my guilt just creeped back into my soul. He has quite a few surprises planned for later though. We're having lunch at Empire and a movie there also. I asked him just now in the morning about his choice of venue for the 2nd anniversary and he told me that he did this for all his other ex-es and he felt bad for not doing it for me.

Makes sense though actually. They treat him far worse than I will ever do, so in a sense, they didn't really deserve all the fancy fancy shit he spent on them. Girls ask me how I could trust so much and I realy don't know how to actually explain it.

Anyways, I'll blog again tomorrow. I'm sleepy as heelllll so NIGHT!!! ciao bello

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