L-O-V-E
if music be the food of love,
then play on.
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
♥ 7:10 AM
I am so screwed right now. Socio assignment due tomorrow. I'm left with ALOT OF RESEARCH!!! And its already 11.19pm. I would go to bed, but too bad my baby brother's still sleeping in my room since my mom's not home yet. And I have a Maths test on Saturday!!! I haven't even revised for it. I'm seriously under a lot of pressure. It's like college gets harder day by day. It's fuckin with my sleep and my social life.

I don't even have time to go out as much as I used to before. I get so envious seeing people being able to go out still as their actually allowed out at night. My parents are too goddamn paranoid to give me that kind of freedom right now. Gotta once again blame lil ol me for their paranoia. Yes, mistakes can go a long, longggg way. Oh yeah to top up everything, my bitch of a mom has been annoying the shit outta me. Ever since she came back from KL with my dad, she has been acting like a bitch on steroids!

Seriously..its like I just wanna scream at her face and see her break into pieces. I know it might be mean, but you gotta live my life to understand this situation between her and I. Oh fuck it. I'm in the worst mood to blog right now so I shall save y'all the time and sign off. ciao bello













&&why can't i get over...

-and this she wrote.
&MORE
it shows
And so a cry for help is pointless,

she stood above her lies

above her sins

above her guilt

need not fear life

need not fear death

part my love

depart from here

for the beauty standing infront of you is deception
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JESHIE

Music's my passion.

I'm a balancing act. Got the good in me, but I got that bad ass side as well.

Nice, if you don't cross me. Hell, if you do piss me off (:

I hate drama, but it sticks to me like glue


I HATE it when people think they know me cos they probably wouldn't unless they're close
WISHLIST

2nd Annie with the BF

Get my own laptop

watch the sun set

♥Be satisfied with 2009

♥Get driver's license right after I turn 18

♥New fly ass car

Get through this issue. 030509

♥Own a Nokia N97

♥I'll let you know when other wishes come up